Indelible Marks

I’m packing it all up

February 29, 2008 on 3:16 pm | In Holiday, Ideas, Music |

I am not sure i know what i want to write about but i fear if i don’t rant on, i shall burst (lol)

I’m tired and feel like packing it all up, yes you heard me right, i am packing it all up, please don’t beg me not to (not blogging silly, although i sometimes come close to it especially when i loose an article, like i just did, again?! but how else am i going to vent, if i pack this up now lol, besides i’ve only been blogging one month!).

Does anyone out there EVER feel that way? Oh ok! i thot i was the only one. Are there times that you just get to the point where you are this close to saying, “i quit!”? I’m talking about your pursuit for success or a dream not quitting off a bad habit.

Right in the middle of my pity party, the song that flows to my mind is Mary Mary’s “I can’t just give up now”, so i’m singing

I can't just give up now,

I've come too far from where i started from

Nobody told me that the road will be easy and

i don't believe he's brought me out here to leave me

Well, whoever told you it was gonna be an easy ride was setting you up. I have never kidded myself that life was one bundle of smoothness, don’t we just wish it was. We sometimes suffer discouragement, rejection, failure, confusion, disillusionment, bodily fatigue etc all of which when combined together or individually test our endurance and tend to want to frustrate one out of this race or should i say, game of life. You are definitely not alone. Someone somewhere is also facing and dealing with this same kind of stress.

Right now, i have identified that fatigue has set in and i therefore feel inclined to shut down and pack it all up. My body has been pulling stops on me signalling me of its need to take a breather. There is a sense in which the state of your body affects your otherwise alert mind. Shouldn’t i just listen rather than become a clinical case…seriously, i went to the doctor the other day and he said something like…some symptoms of malaria are not classic, in other words, the regular fever, headache don’t come, instead odd symptoms show up.

So, i have decided to get away. Yea, go on a vacation, holiday, a resort, anywhere but here.

hmmmmn, i’m dreaming, Lusaka, Jo’burg, Egypt, Greece, Paris, London, New York, Washinghton DC and anything i can fit into the budget or get a visa into (i told you i was dreaming, didn’t i? Why dream in black and white when i can dream in true Technicolor..apologies to Chiedu Ifeozo).

ok, so i am done venting for one day, am are see you guys larra!

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